Some really good videos I stumbled upon

The best thing about these videos is the honesty with which they are made....

Happy and Inspirational :)

10 things I love

10 things I love(not necessarily in the same order):

1. My Levis Jacket!! ....It hugs me tight when am cold and fills me with warmth and happiness :)
2. The poster of Yashoda and Lord Krsna in my bedroom..
3. Dancing in front of my mirror after everyone at home is asleep.
4. Day-dreaming...all day.......... :)
5. eating hot maggi when it rains
6. Peach color roses - yes, more than the pink ones!!!!
7. White dresses with lace or with satin(Red ones too)....
8. Chocolate icecream... gives me the hope to live on!! :)
9. Coffeee...anytime, anywhere!!!!
10. My morning sleeeeeeeeeeeeep

If I forgot smthing, please remind me :D
and dont forget to share yours ;)

In Retrospect

I know I've been away for a long time.... more than 2 months in fact!! Quite an era....isn't it??? Yes, things do change with time, even 2 months can change a lot.....

I cannot really say that life has 'changed' in the literal sense, albeit there have been quite a few moments in the recent past that made a difference in my life... Some old-time friends deserted me, while a few others came back into my life, bringing in joy and happiness along with them(if at least momentary). And yes, turning 23 taught me new lessons in life... Some lessons were learnt the hard way... some happy, some sad... yet cherish able in each and every way!

Here are some feelings and emotions I felt like writing down... You might not agree with them or think its absurd to feel the way i do....

or its possible I fail in trying to convey the things I want to say or express...

But if any of the following make sense to you in any way at all, I'd say you are a friend worth all the love in the world...

Here it goes...

'Love is the only rational act!'

I know it sounds too philosophical and over-dramatic(not overtly filmi I hope) but I guess its true indeed... Love is what makes the world go round and no matter where you go, love follows you... or you end up searching and following for it!!! You can try to get rid of the memories, but they wont let go.. Love is probably the only damn thing in the world that makes true sense!

Love is what we crave for, love is what we live for... in different forms of course...

Love can mean passion and craving for anything- be it success, for happiness, money...or for a person!!

So, what is it that you love??? You get to decide.....its your life after all, ain't it?

'Nothing Nothing and Absolutely Nothing in this world is ever worth the Pain it causes'

The funda I seem to be adopting these days is simple- 'If I need to struggle for something, then I dont need it'...

May be, juuuustt may be, I think I am becoming a teenager once again when i say this... But that aint true! The fact is, I had been very sincere, hardworking, striving and toiling endlessly to achieve what I wanted(or I thought I wanted) as a teenager.

But now as a tween, nothing appeals to me and if something needs those extra efforts to achieve, seems unnecessary and useless. Ok, may be this is a case of burnt fingers and sour grapes!

But......I really dont care anymore,.. I dont think anything is worth my time, effort and the pain!

(In retrospect: giving up CAT and some other major aims and plans which I spent a lot of time struggling on and planning for went down the drain,and could have been the reason for such a conclusion)

'People are selfish, even when it comes to friendship'

And that applies to me as well.... I am human after all...In each and everything i do, I evaulate my acts, according to the WIFM(Whats in it for me?) strategy...

But some people tend to do more. The levels of selfishness differ. Most of them fall under the 'EXTREME' category of selfishness... Sadly, some of my dear ones did too.

'Emptiness can be a fulfilling feeling too'

It helps you to overcome the wrong done by others onto you. Cos' if you kept feeling sad about it, there would never be an end to it. Feeling empty or Emptiness is a better emotion as it helps you get over what has happened... Helping you fulfillingly 'move on' with life...

There are better things to do and better people to meet.. what say????

'Time is just an excuse- something to put the blame on'

When people say they dont have time or say that Time was the reason they couldnt do something, they are just looking for excuses to cover up for what they missed! They so wish they could have been doing something else in life and BE SOMEBODY ELSE.

But all they do is end up blaming time, saying 'I was busy' 'That time I was stuck with something' 'Time is the biggest problem' 'Time just flew out of my hands' 'If only I had more time' 'If only, time could come back!'

All those who say such things are hypocrites and just using Time gone by as an excuse to something they dint act on.. Cos seriously, we all got one life... There is never enough time!!! Life simply goes on...............

So if you wanna do something, just remember- DO it now, Do it now, DO IT NOW!!!!

P.S: Hope people find this more optimistic compared to my last few posts!!!! I dont wanna make an impression of a sad and depressing person all the time :)

Unloved!!!!

Whenever it happened,
I always thought it just wasn't meant to be
All this while i thought I was loved
All this while i just couldn't see

Now as the emptiness creeps me within
I know...
I think I was a fool
I should have always known.....

Love is a losing game they say
And yet to fall in love,I pray
Each time again, i come out a loser
Its the one mistake I always enjoy to make

To care for my loved ones
In 'my' way of care
Love that i feel in mah body
in mah fingers, toes, eyes and mah hair

Then to be cheated and beaten
torn apart by pain
to believe in my loved ones
and then cry in vain

So I guess I am meant to be unloved
for no fault of my own!!
I dont wanna ask why
I rather stay unaware, unknwon

And yet I smile
Cos I know I will love them
In spite of all that they do
or have done till date

If love makes me a loser
time and again
and again and again
I really dont mind being one....
Just for love, once again!!!


“Being unwanted, unloved, uncared for, forgotten by everybody, I think that is a much greater hunger, a much greater poverty than the person who has nothing to eat.” - Mother Teresa

'Gandhigiri' taken seriously!!!!

Recently, while I was watching Richard Attenborough's Oscar-winning movie GANDHI on TV, there came a scene where Ben Kingsley, who plays the role of the protagonist, says "These are my clothes now",(in reference to the famous khadi attire of Mahatma)... and when asked why is that so.. He replies
"If I have to be the one with them, then I have to live like them"

I think this is exactly what the NGO's of India think today-
That the people who want to serve the under priviledged wish to be one among them!! And that can be the only justification to the fact that they offer sooo meagre salaries to the ones who actually deserve much more for having taken such an initiative and are striving hard to help the poor and needy at the grassroots level, hence working towards the development of their own nation, rather than adding money to some MNC...


Whoever said that we have forgotten 'Gandhigiri'!!!!????????

If only, it was used in the right sense!!!!!!!!

Why is that so?????

1. Why is it that the poor receive poorer Services?
2. Why is it that pessimistic people fall in trouble more often?
3. Why is it that Man is always scared of believing his own dreams?
4. Why is it that there is always someone you love more than you love yourself???
5. Why is it that the rainbow comes only after the rain??
6. Why is it that Love always brings along pain?
7. Why is it that the best people in the world I have known, always suffer in vain??